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Here�s what I wish:
I wish I would either be sick or be healthy, but not exist somewhere in the middle, where I feel crappy but not crappy enough to go to bed and stay there.
On a related note, I wish my headache would go away.
I wish my brain wouldn�t decide, every time I feel crappy like this, that I must be pregnant, even though all logic says it isn�t possible, leaving me with this irrational question in my head for another week until my period starts.
I wish my connection to WFNX online wouldn�t keep cutting out.
I wish I could �find� about 300 extra dollars with which to Christmas shop. Not that I can�t shop anyway, but that would make it much easier.
I wish taking one day off from work wouldn�t create such a huge pile of stuff on my desk that it takes me three days to recover.
I wish there were about three more hours in each day.
Yeah, so�anyway�
It�s December. And I haven�t yet really addressed in here the fact that it�s December. Or, rather, that it�s not November any more, which means that the insanity that is NaNoWriMo is over.
I didn�t make my 50,000 words.
I�m okay with that, though.
I made it about halfway. This means that I have 25,000 words that I didn�t have down before. 25,000 words that might work into something good, eventually.
I�m not sorry I tried. It was fun. And, like I said up there, it gave me more than I had on November 1.
I wasn�t in the right place mentally or physically to give everything I�d need to give to cross the 50,000-word finish line.
Something to go for next year.
In the meantime, I�ll keep adding words to what I�ve got until I hit 50,000. Then, I�m going to put it away for a while. Perhaps in a couple months, I can cull something out of there that doesn�t suck.
For now, though, I�m just going to go eat some lunch. It seems like a good plan. Later, I can write about my weekend, but I think I should eat first, as it might make the headache that�s threatening to become full-blown go away.
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