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It�s Tuesday. I think. The time seems to be blending together a bit.
I pack and eat and work. Mostly pack and work. The eating part is still a bit spotty, although yesterday, I thought my appetite had returned full-force. I craved things that were bad for me all day. I ate a bagel with honey nut cream cheese (not so bad for me, but I hoped it would appease the food monster). Wasn�t enough. I tried to fool it with salad left over from a lunch meeting. It laughed at me. I went home and fed it popcorn and cheese and Ben and Jerry�s peanut butter truffle ice cream. That worked for a little while. Then, I just felt nauseous. Or perhaps it was the two hours I spent watching I�m Gonna Get You Sucker with Chris.
Regardless, I went to bed at 9:15.
You�d think that would mean I�d wake up refreshed and ready to start my day at the first hint of my alarm at 5:27, wouldn�t you?
Guess again. I didn�t even flinch until 6:05, didn�t get up until 6:47. I managed, somehow, by the grace of the traffic gods, to only be 10 minutes late for work, but it was close.
I think I�m overwhelmed by the packing process. The stress is getting to me.
Most of my life is in boxes right now. I feel�rootless.
I just keep reminding myself that it�s for a wonderful reason. That way, maybe I won�t hate the process so much.
On an up note, I got an email today from HSBF Scott (hi Scott!), saying that he bought his ticket yesterday to fly home for the wedding. I feel awfully lucky that despite the crap we�ve been through in our history, he�s flying home from LA to be there that day.
And it�s going to be an incredible day. We�ve put so much work into it, and everything is coming together beautifully.
And at the end of it, the Boyfriend will be the Husband, and that�s an incredible thing, too.
So it�s going to be worth the packing process. I�m sure of it. I just need to remind myself of it again.
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